Let's Talk: SPM

Assalamuaikum!
As you may or not know,  I took spm this year which end about a week ago.
SPM is this exam teenagers who finished their sekolah menengah. Tapi ada juga orang yang repeat spm and the pengawas will call you calon persendirian. 

I went to SEMI ABIM Sg Ramal and it's a small school so we (me and my classmate except ilmi)  have to sit for the exam at SMK J3. I don't really mind sebab dalam sekolah tu ramai jugak kawan aku.

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my wall time spm year.

Okay, I didn't write after a few months. I tried though! That count, right?

So, let’s talk about spm.

I’m not going to continue what I wrote about a couple of months ago… so let’s start fresh! Or maybe not. I don’t know. Let’s just start.

Aku ambik aliran sastera or more specifically, akaun. I took in total 10 subjects but I drop arabic so I took nine. Lol. I’m sorry Ustaz Nazzil and other people who tried to teach me Arabic but I just don’t get it. (actually I do get Arabic but I’m just not confident enufff to sit in 2 hours’ exam on it)

For my agama, I took Pendidikan Syariah Islamiah and Pendidikan Quran Sunnah. So my tulisan jawi is very bad because I am just very lazy when I was younger to learn all this stuff. Haha so kids please learn so time spm tak kalut or just learn for a good cost. Jawi is great actually.

Then, I took akaun and ekonomi asas. I actually want to take aliran sains but that never happen and I am very glad hahahha. Akaun is a fun subject. It is hard but nikmat imbang tu mengatasi segalanya. And  I mean SEGALANYA. Oh and I like ekonomi too. Its cool.

So I took my exams at smkj3 which is not far from my school. Pagi pagi spm tu I have to be an hour early than usual. I love forcing myself to wake up. Then I would meet up with Chead and AZ and Kak Ili kat pondok sebelah longkang busuk tu haha then we would walk all the way to the block c where all the calon persendirian took their test. So like we had our own clans or something. Sitting for the test is great. They put you in random classroom. Dia taknak letak sorang budak kat tempat sama je. I don’t know why. But best kot. Hahaha. The last minutes before stepping the classroom is so real. The feels right now. So me and Chead would like wish each other goodluck like we’re going to freaking war or something. And  I don’t know why but I think the goodluck handshakes ritual makes me more nervous. I don’t know man, spm was everything to a 17 year old Malaysian (or older sbb most of the calon persendirian is overage) (but it effects the 17 more)

Best spm exam paper?

I think I would say paper PQS. You wouldn’t how happy I am after that war was finish. I was smiling the whole way home hahaha. And I think sebab meja tu kot.

So I was extra nervous for this test sebab 1. I suck at jawi 2. I suck at pqs. Well my life was doomed at that moment. I was sited next to the windows. And window tu takde tingkap. Hahaha I meant takde cermin so you could basically keluar dari tingkap tu. And then when I was so khusyuk dengan paper tu it started raining heavily. The rain just mencurah curah kat meja and me and my papers. I didn’t bother to stop or anything because when you are in a test, you are also fighting against time. I know I am a very slow jawi writer in the whole world so I just do my thing. Then the pengawas was like ‘oh no the children are wet! We must save them’ so they move our desks further away from the windows. It didn’t really effect anything but I appreciated the efforts. Haha. Next to me was my classmate, Taslim. After the test he was like ‘bapak ah aku kesian do tengok kau kena hujan tapi kau relax je’ in my head I was like you have no idea how serabut I was hahaha. Overall it was  a great experience.

So, i really miss the spm year. it just a fun year for me sebab I really enjoy studying like crazy kot hahaha maybe post ni tak cover all of my spm experiences but hey its better then not writing anything and deleting my blog kan? Yes I approved this,

2k15

Assalamualaikum peeps! Hey hey hey

Harini 6th January 2016 and I am sitting here to write a post about a year in review of my life. 

Lets go shall we? WE SHALL

This was taken with samsung galaxy young at 6am on a saturday. Not bad for a old 2.0 mp phone

2015 The year  I started wearing glasses. And broke one too.

Okay 2015 was the year I as a 17 years old malaysian teenager took which Sijil Pelajaran Malaysia a.k.a SPM. Soooo my whole year are focus on spm. Last year literally was like spm spm spm A A A A spm spm spm spm lepas spm bla bla bla

I start my year by going to school on 12th January because pantai timur banjir and all that so we got first week off and everyone was pleased with that haha kids

I do remember the first day of school though it went like this;

 I went to school early than usual of course then bila sampai kat sekolah masuk cabin tengok sekejap then pergi nak naik atas then jumpa chead dengan chee then pergi cabin tengok cabin tu penuh dengan meja like very penuh no room to dance  hahaha then fatini datang semua datang then budak laki datang then it was a bit awkward hahaha thats all 

A few days after that ayah tini find out yang kiteorang belajar kat cabin. He was not happy. So tini had to change school. Yang tinggal kat kelas tu aku, chead, ilmi, kak ili, az, sakani, acap, taslim. As you may know yana dah pindah. The first two month of 2015 was full of crying hahah sebab tak biasa like its not only me haha ok 

Then time went passed bulan dua tu ada kem kepimpinan then masa kem tu ada big explosion dengan cikgu. hahah lawak je takpe la baru form5

Bulan 3 bulan sukan sekolah. The last actually. I remember ajak semua orang but no one ikut sebab semua busy hahaha

Then bulan 4 5 tu banyak program sekolah. Like seriously. Setiap minggu ada event macam minggu bahasa. Bahasa melayu, inggeris dan arab. Time minggu bahasa inggeris tu aku ingat aku makan pau bbq ayam and aku sakit perut then aku muntah kat depan kelas form1 time nak balik. It was disgusting. Esoknya aku stay at home goyang kaki. Hari yang aku tak datang tu pengawas kena kecam. Haha sian je. Oh aku jadi penolong ketua pengawas/ penolong ketua pelajar. I did nothing really except jadi mc pagi jumaat, arah budak, pakai baju sekolah lawa hahah

Aku ingat lagi tamrin tahun 2015. Tamrin paling main psycho tahan max gila. Semua nangis do hahahaha

Thank you abang abang kakak kakak J

Serious feel gila.

Hari guru. Tahun ni aku sebagai form5 senior kena handle hari guru. Aku jadi ajk protocol. Aku kena buat tentatif apa semua. Kira gempak lah hahaha. Aku rasa 4 kali kot aku buat tentatif tu. Haa aku conduct choir nyanyi lagu flashlight by Jessie J. Hahaha aku rasa fair kot sebab orang selalu cakap cikgu itu ibarat lilin. Kita hidup dalam zaman moden pakai lampu picit. Make sense kan?

Okay time lepas exam mid term baru aku sedar pasal spm. Hahaha mungkin sebab mid term tu aku fail 4 subjek (arab, pqs, psi, akaun) Akaun semua orang fail sebab semua takde mood nak exam sebab banyak program!! Then masa buka puasa kat sekolah aku jumpa shara. Shara tuisyen dengan kak madiha. Aku pun sembang la pasal akaun. Then dia tolong tanyakan boleh tak aku join. And a day later kak madiha bagi and I went to my first tuisyen class outside of school for the first time. It was good. Kalau kau nak belajar akaun pls belajar dengan kak madiha. She is basically my role model. I even wrote an essay about her haha tapi bukan exam punya. She is an amazing human being and everyone should know that hahahah

Then after I attend a few classes I fall deep in love with akaun. Awww

I was obsessed with it. Lulz

Then I didn’t get ekonomi at school because my teacher is a newbie and abim wasn’t the best school you can get. I started to cari other alternatif. That other alternatif was edunation, cikgu mahani J

Cikgu mahani was the best ekonomi asas teacher you could possibly can get. No doubt! I even met her but I did say anything other than a simple thank you and boleh tak nak ambik gambar? Hahaha If you wanna knoe how happy I was, ask chead. She was  there to witness it.

Yeah i started using ayip punya tab which is Samsung galaxy tab 2.0. idk but tab punya internet untuk bukak youtube was kinda fast so i watch a lot of youtube too.

Youtube channel yang I started watching in 2015 is top10memes (sekarang dah tukar jadi lemmino) aku suka dia buat top 10 facts. My fav is world war 2 and mystery because I like mysterious stuff. And I follow casey neistat punya vlog because he started his awesome vlog in 2015.

Okay lets move on to trial. Trial spm was okay. I got 3A 1A- kalau orang tanya aku jawab 4A je hahaha

 4 A tu bm, bi , sejarah and ekonomi(A-)

Speaking of sejarah, cikgu hasnah is the best teacher ever. Her effort was endless. You couldn’t ask for more. She always give present masa tu dia bagi pen colour  sebab aku buat nota sejarah aku dalam bentuk lukisan. Inspired by edunation punya video dalam youtube. Watch it!

Cikgu bagi aku buku jurnal untuk sekolah. Buku tu aku bagi kat ecah sebab dia memerlukan benda tu dari aku. Nak pt3 kan. Huhu

THANK YOU, CIKGU HASNAH <3

Okay time bulan ramadhan tahun ni pulak. Ramadhan kali ni kiteorang banyak pergi masjid putra sebab i like it there and everyone does. Sejuk pun sejuk. And the best part is ada kawan haha thanks ilmi for setia nak jumpa aku hahaha padahal jumpa kat masjid putra sekali je. Ramadhan kali ni aku dapat rasa berbuka kat bazaar ramadhan. Aku tolong afiq kat bazaar which is alright because i earn some cash and makan sedap haha

Okay spm~

SPM aku ambik kat jalan 3 sebab kiteorang jadi calon persendirian. Might sound bad but best kot boleh pakai baju koko pergi ambik exam. Huhu and pengawas dia siap main phone lagi sebab bosan lol

Good thing ambik kat jalan 3 is ada kawan kat situ so takde la terpingga pingga macam loner. Hohoho

Then time camtu la plan after spm berjuntai juntai keluar dari mulut. Tengok satu je tercapai; kerja. Hahaha okay lah tu than nothing kan?

Okay time 2015 ni aku banyak gak guna spotify sebab dalam tab tu ada spotify and laju je

Here’s a list of song that I fall in love with and I  found it on spotify in the year 2015;

1.     Forgot you – Bella Ferraro, Will Singe

2.     Hotel Ceiling – Rixton

3.     Helplessly – Tatiana manaois

4.     Love Me So ( rap acoustic) – Stereo Kicks

Books that I fall in love with in 2015;

·        Paper towns – John Green

·        Counting by 7s

·        The chichken who wish she could fly

Anddd i just finished reading my heart and other black holes which was awesome by the way i miss it already

Not to forget, my tokwan. Al- Fatiha

Okay that all for this post. Goodbye 

Sekinchan

Assalamualaikum, hai hai hai

Harini dah kira kira seminggu aku kerja kat kedai borong tu. Hehehe good job, dilah u made it!

I shouldn't really give a pat on the back but now I know why people after spm suka melantak haha

I started working on 11th december I think ( I'm too lazy to check the calendar) ( last jumaat)
Hari tu birthday sultan selangor dan cuti umum. And what do people do on cuti umum?  Yes, thats right, serbu kedai borong. Haha

First day was okay I think for a first day. Well, it was a long day.
I don't really know what to do, I barely know what they are talking about.
Let's put it like this, you work but you don't know what to do. Haha thats suck

But the people was great. They were nice. I think that what makes the customer coming back huhuhu

On monday, pt3 result keluar. So I asked for a day off and kakak said OK. YASSS

I don't really have a real purpose to be at school that day but I just miss my second home and friends. Meeting them was amazing. It was a blessed ☺

Congratulations to all my junior for their awesome result.  You guys did it! Made your way out of abim haha

Okay about pt3 though, let's make a paragraph about that.
I don't why do you have to show their paper and do some pointless "semakan"  with the student.  Haha srsly don't get that part. Bila dapat result semua macam "meh i already know i screwed up"
But the  gredding got low and everyone got As hahahaha #ilovemalaysianeducationsystem

I ended my monday day off with boja at surada.  Hell yeah
That night I don't feel like coming to work. Hahaha breakdown for a bit
But thanks to the people that lift me up haha that was cool.

Now a week.  Hell yeah!  I totally get why lepasan spm quit their job so quickly. They can't let go of their past. Maybe just me though

Well, life goes on. Memories are memories. We can miss something so much but no we can't go back to the same situation.

Alhamdulillah,  so far I did enjoy working at kedai borong. I did made the right choice hihihihiks

The title Sekinchan because kat kedai tu ada beras sekinchan, mosque, masjid, saga, jati je and sekinchan org indon selalu beli but mak dgn ayah tak suka beras tu sbb cepat basi lulz

Kbye

Why I always deleted my belog

Haih
Why?
Sebab kadang kadang i feel that my story is not worth sharing huhu and i'm a very lazy person and also not a istiqamah person too haha

I hope that I will keep this blog and post more huhu

New day, new place

Assalamualaikum!
Harini aku start kerja kat kedai borong ni near my house. Well hari first day what do you expect kan? Mestilah kau kulang kabut nak acah acah buat kerja sebab kau tak tau nak buat apa sebenarnya.  Haha
Well that was me.
I don't expect much so I feel great ☺
Harini ramai orang datang sebab cuti apparently hoho
Sejak habis sekolah ni aku tak tahu bila cuti umum

Okay here's some of the things yang aku kena belajar;

➡ Ikat eggs carton
➡speak louder
➡timbang ikat bilis, chili kering etc.
➡be a cashier

Haha dah la bye nak tido

Olafa

Hai Assalamualaikum!

Olafa is my cat.

Olafa ialah seekor kucing presis anjing. Dulu aku tak suka dia sangat sebab dia ada kurap kat telinga. Then beliau kembali pulih menjadi kucing yan sihat.

Olafa punya kaki senget. Dia macam retarded sikit. Bila dia garu telinga guna kaki sebelah, kaki lagi sebelah akan turut menggaru angin kosong. Haha

Aku rasa Olafa ni akan teruna sampai tua sebab dia tidak bernafsu hahaha

Olafa sekarang suka bermain bersama sama adik adiknya yang lain.

Olafa punya birthday 21 Jun so aku nak belikan makanan kegemaran dia; prodiet.

Olafa punya ekor senget. Mungkin sebab itu takde kucing betina suka kat dia lagi. Haha

Olafama

Dilah's Holidays Activities

JAMBORI

Guess what, guys! I WON PING PONG BEREGU! Hahaha. Sebenarnya planning dia nak menang naib johan je sebab my partner, Sakinah, sakit tangan sebab dia training dengan cina mane ntah and dia ni pemain single so bila double susah sikit la nak control diri kahkahkah. But yeah we won. Maybe because everyone was playing bola kosong the whole time. Our strategy was aku serve bola kosong lepastu orang tu balas lepastu Sakinah smash. Haha kinda mean but its a  game, bro. 

FIRST TIMER BOWL

So on 301114, I went to bowl for the first time. I actually there to teman Ecah hangout with her friends. But I kinda close to her friends so its kinda my day of hanging out too. Mula-mula pergi sekolah lepastu pergi Alamanda naik kereta Nurin (kawan ecah) lepastu terus jumpa Farida (kawan ecah) dan keluarganya. Motif hangout ni sebenarnya nak tengok Big Hero6 tapi bila nak beli ticket orang tu cakap seat yang ada yang kat depan sekali tu so sebabkan kiteorang tak nak sakit tengkok kiteorang pergi main bowling. So yang main bowling Aku, Ecah, Kakak Farida (nama dia Farida jugak), Sabrina Huda Desu (kawan anime ecah), Nurin ( yang bawak kiteorang tadi), Sufi ( someone from school), and Acap (classmate). Mula-mula aku cuba yang terbaik untuk tunjukkan bakat aku setelah berpengalaman bermain kat Wii Uncle Sanin. First game, aku dapat nombor 2. Second game, dapat nombor last. Haha tapi yang menang Sabrina dengan markahnya 89. Lepastu kiteorang solat lepastu kiteorang pergi Rasa sebab lapar. Aku makan ayam penyet yang kat hujung tu. Pedas gila sampai nangis haha. Lepastu Sabrina dengan Nurin order sizzling tapi sebab kedaifan takde sudu dengan garpu dorang terpaksa guna chopstick. Nurin tiba tiba masuk air guna chopstick terbalik hahaha. Lepastu pergi Mph jap sebab tu benda yang wajib aku buat kat Alamanda. Banyak gila buku Wreck This Journal. Masa tu aku pergi ada satu je. Lepastu kiteorang (aku, ecah, sabrina, nurin) pergi S&J sebab Sabrina suka kedai tu. Aku pun join la tengok tengok barang. Then aku nampak itik yang Mimi belikan untuk aku sebagai hadiah birthday. Hahaha kantoi. Then tiba-tiba Nurin hilang. Kiteorang pun cari la dia. Then jumpa dia dekat depan Tutti Fruiti. Lepastu Kiteorang (Aku, Ecah, Sabrina) makan Tutti Fruiti. Kiteorang main capak semua benda dalam tu lepastu bayar 18 ringgit haha. Lepastu kiteorang balik.

BBW - MOCKINGJAY P1 - KAROKE

Sebabkan Iyah ajak aku pergi BBW Preview Pass tu aku pun ikut. kiteorang pergi naik bas (macam biasa) lepastu cari buku wuuuu aku pilih buku The Hen Who Dreamed She Could Fly. Rating 4 bintang kauuuuu hahaha Iyah tak suka buku ni ntah la haha Then aku terus pergi Cinema untuk tengok Mockingjay P1 dengan Shara, Khal dan kawan-kawan. MOCKINGJAY WAS FREAKIN AWESOME seriously I really enjoy it. Peeta was scary Katniss was so cool Buttercup was cute Gale was sweet Effie was funny and the hanging tree song was so perfect! My favourite part was that time when in district 7 where they climbed tree and stuff. SO AWESOME! And that time they bombed the dam with that song on playing so cool. Then after that we when karoke which is usual now haha.

BALIK KAMPUNG
Hahaha aku fsil untuk tulis belog ni so aku tak ingat ape jadi time balik kampung tahun lepass... oooohhh I remember it now okay lets begin..
Kami; mak, ayah, iyah, ecah, aku balik kampung I don't remember when but time cuti bulan 12 la.
Aku ingat chead ajak aku pergi mendaki bukit broga. Lulz. Tapi malangnya time tu aku berada kampung. Maka dia ajaklah manusia 4 Ibnu Qayyim 2014. Then bila hari nak mendaki tu mak chead cancel last minute. So golongan yang diajak tu pun mendaki tanpa orang yang mengajak. Haha
Chead rasa bersalah but im like whatever bro haha takde la aku takde perasaan masa tu. Then aku ingat pergi Padang Besar borong beg. Mak cakap aku patut berbusiness tapi sebabkan aku seorang yang penyegan, I'm not so into it. Dulu aku pernah ade nafsu nak berniaga tapi disebabkan aku cepat insecure and overwhelmed by this duniawi aku berhenti bercita cita untuk menjadi seorsng businesswoman yang berjaya. Tapi Mak beli jugak beg Padang Besar tu. Nak tsk nak aku kena jual jugak. Aku pun lantas mewhatsapp costumer setia hujung nyawa aku; Chead. Lulz. Aku pun mula menggoda dan menghasut dia dengan kata kata murni tentang beg tersebut. Akhirnya aku dapat rm70! Aku rasa aku ade bakat untuk jadi jurujual kalau aku extrovert dengan semua orang especially strangers. Rm70 tu rm20 dapat kat aku so kira okay la tu. Then aku dapat lagi satu costumer. Untung rm20 lagi. Ponat betul. Tu je kot yang aku ingat.

WEDDING KAKAK KHAL
Khal ni buddy gue time form3 dulu. Haha pikir balik sungguh tak matang dan huduhnya perangai hahaha. Tapi kalau benda tak jadi takde la aku yang matang dan tabah ni sekarang. :) huhuhu matang tu tak kot.
Back to the story, aku pergi wedding kakak khal (kaybee) pada 14 Dec 14. Aku ingat Madihah jumpa kawan mrsm dia dulu. Budak catering. Haha then best gak la sebab ade ice cream dan photobooth.

KERJA KAT ABIM
Okaylah gak tapi sodih gak. Aku ingat satu hari jumaat ni.
Aku berkerja menjadi cashier tahun ni so macam BIG RESPONSIBLITY. Aku sebenarnya tak nak jadi cashier tapi sebabkan ramai yang pra-matang dan aku dah berpengalaman aku pun merelakan jiwa. Hari jumaat tu, tak ingat tarikh, aku jadi cashier dengan Kak Dayana. Kerja pagi sampai tengahari. Haritu okaylah sebab takde short so kami pun macam yay alhamdulillah *sujud syukur* Then bila hantar kat office Cik Lili cakap lepas solat jumaat bukak satu counter je. Bukak tapi tutup pintu and cakap "sebenarnya kami dah tutup" aku entah mengapa jadi cashier pulak time tu. Dah la sorang lepastu dengan parents yang enggan sabar lagi. Then dah tutup kedai tu aku dan orang yang lain pun kira duit dan resit thennnnn short! Rm44! Dah la sorang kot jaga arggghhh stress gila time tu. Then bawaklah diri yang berat ni ke office. Then aku check phone tengok Yana whatsapp yang mengatakan dia datang abim. Aku macam whuttttt
Then Yana hantar gambar dengan Mimi yang nyatakan mereka keluaq bersama.
Then tengah lepak office tu aku pun tanya Puan Azzah(kerani) form5 ade budak baru tak then dia pun tunjuklah gambar budak Maryam dan Ilmi. Aku pun macam okayy dapat kawan baru... then Puan Azzah kata "tapi Liyana pindah. Baru tadi dia ambik surat berhenti" aku macam what wat wat wat then kakak fatin pun menghaahkan aku macam whyyyyyyyy then I went home and cry


Lulz sedihnya okaylah kita tutup dulu boiii